I’m finally at a place again I can think of others. How much I love being able to love those around me. Half of my week has been errands and favors for those I love. Scheduling dates and coffee and movies with family. This is what real life is. People. There will always be work to do and other things to be doing to be busy. Give me people.
9 days until the Hamptons. The last 2.5 weeks has put be in an awkward place. Feeling pushed away. Trying to hold on. Anxiety getting the best of me. hormones kicking in. Happened across the photos from SF today. looking through them reminded me of what it was in person. undeniable. surprising. To not know someone, and yet to feel that way. I don’t know what it is.. but I want more. It’s the craziest thing. I hope it is still that when I arrive in 9 days.
