I’d love to meet a man that doesn’t want to have sex with me.
Well.. Atleast that his intentions not be fueled by this factor.
That I can have an interesting conversation based on the things discussed and not the eventual degradation of what is next. Does such a think exist?
Anyway.. on a separate note
Yesterdays texts with Frankie lead to a more clearer (but still not clear) picture of this coming to an end. It was a blue day. I felt relief and sadness. I really like him. Who he is, how he lives his life, how he is to me. The sweetest kindest man I’ve ever had the pleasure of knowing on a personal basis. Why would I want to let that go?
I look at what I want for my life for the next 1-2 years and I see that he isn’t in it. Time to let go.
My friends here threw me a surprise birthday party last night. I feel so blessed and loved by these people. I am so totally blown away.
