My priorities in life have changed. Sleep is at the top of that list. I just love sleep. I find I am my best self when I get a proper amount of it.
5 days until I leave. Moved out of my office yesterday. Sold the remaining bits of my things. I’ve gotten my projects down to 5.. amazing. I sent my clients all a thank you gift. It felt nice to do something like that. I need to do more.
I have two days of shooting. Two days of editing, and one day for packing. I can do this.
I’m prepared, but not. I have no money.. but I know I can survive with what I have. I am walking forward with not knowing where my steps lead me. This is adventure.
Maybe it is my personality. Maybe it is just the circumstances that I am living. I want to be happier in this moment but a majority of what I feel is panic. Ick. I do not like my attitude. I know that If I didn’t do this though I would be forever upset with myself. SO… here we go. With a smile on my face and another day to tackle ferociously.
Actions speak louder than words. Actions are stronger than words. What you are doing is more important than what you say you want to do.
Words collected recently:
“So fill your heart with what is important and be done with all the rest.”
Between the wish and the thing, the world lies waiting. – Cormac McCarthy
“It was the time of the year, the time of day, for a small insistent sadness to pass into the texture of things. Dusk, silence, iron chill. Something lonely to the bone. – Don Delillo
