Re-adjusting, again.
Grateful for the flexibility. I am not ready to jump a plane to Spain just yet. I feel guilty for (unpurposefully) not hanging out with my family these last few weeks. Work has consumed me. I cant even remember the last time I worked this hard. Grandma is not doing well. I want to spend one holiday with them this year. Decision made.
I feel relief for myself. I may just be prepared by the time I leave now. I don’t like disappointing people. I hate functioning out of guilt. I also hate having the “fear of missing out”.
Say yes to life, but pace yourself. I have found it easier to make decisions off of the reasoning of “in retrospect, what will I regret more?”. I find it very motivating.
