I packed up my room today. For the last 4 months I didn’t want to get settled here. I didn’t want this to feel like home because it is always so hard to leave again. Momma D told me I could bring more stuff, decorate if I wanted. I kept it simple. Just clothes I would wear.. just the stuff I need daily. Life simplified. That is, until I started packing up and I realized I needed two extra suitcases just to get everything back to my parents house. haha.. oh well.
I have loved my time here with the N family. Words are not enough. I am just so grateful for them.
Aside from a moment of panic that lasted 2 minutes I have successfully not had a meltdown this time.
Once I had unloaded all my belongings and organized my suitcase I was set. My mom even commented how calm I was.
Why did I decide to go to Paris for so long? I feel like I have met someone wonderful and I don’t want to let it go.
If he is wonderful like I think, perhaps he will be willing to wait for me.
We’ll see.
Time, you have been kind to me. Please find me in your favor once again. <3 Paris Paris Paris. Home home home. Je me manque mon maison. Maison dans mon couer.
