It continues to be a breath of fresh air. Even 6000 miles away.
Even the spinning wheel of despair cannot reach me when I am reminded of you. Who I am in Paris… The life I have there. The people, that life. This is what I want. Do I “deserve” it? No. Who deserves such things. Are we ever “good enough”? no. It’s not about those things.
Tonight I need a reminder of who I am. What I’m capable of, and what it is I am pursuing. In the pursuit is the reward. Isn’t all about the journey? Look how far you’ve come Sarah. You’ve come so far. Don’t lose sight. Don’t give up. Don’t. Don’t. Don’t.