2am packing – check
panic attack/anxiety breakdown – check
It wouldn’t be a trip to NYC without the above.
Maybe It’s because NYC always ends up being epic. It has always been a terrifying city for me. and yet again, this time will be oh so different. I can hardly contain myself.
Fear, here I come. I’m not running away. I’m diving in.
I’m afraid of good things happening to me. Good man, good love, good life. Delightful adventures, amazing experiences. I feel like I don’t deserve them. My life is too amazing. Someone make it stop before the universe corrects itself and I come crashing crashing to bits.
But who wants a safe life? Not me. I’ve tossed it all away. Give me the tight rope. I want the challenge, the thrill and the victory of making it to the other side.
“In the end, we only regret the chances we didn’t take.”
Be safe, be happy, be free. xoxo
