It’s 85 degrees out and the first Sunday in October. I successfully transitioned back to my parents house. I love/hate being here. Friday was spent cleaning, purging and organizing my things, hanging out with my sisters and dinner with the family. These times are both horrifying and hug my heart. :sigh:
EARLY early wedding and finished by 5pm. It was nice to be done and home by 7pm but I was so tired I went straight to bed anyway. haha..
I have began to purge the rest of my things.. letting go of things that cannot be taken in a suitcase for the next 6-9 months of life. There is much to get rid of. Bitter sweet feelings. But I’ve been traveling so much now for the last two years, that it is easier to let go of whatever you cannot carry.
Visited with Janessa and had a sweet, chill Sunday afternoon. Talked about the future.
I miss him so much. I’m still mad. Still hurt and still love him. Argh.
I am stubborn and proud. Good and bad.
Created an online dating profile for myself with Janessa’s help. I really hate this stuff and it only made me miss FF more.
I am so grateful for the story we shared, the experience of knowing him and the things I’ve learned about myself.
Much to tackle this week. Two weddings to completely edit, beginning to finish, album designs and 5 shoots.
WOO.
