this week was

..  Catching up with my Sacramento people.  It made my heart so happy to see so many faces..  But I didn’t see them all.  There is never enough time. 

… Vaccinations. Visa applications and melt downs.

…  9 days without alcohol. I even attended two happy hours and a concert!  This is possible.

… 9 days with nausea.  I wish I understood my body better. 

… So many text messages from exes.  Count them.. 5! The satisfaction of no response is mine. Ugh.

..  Therapy. So needed. I spent most of the time with her trying to explain to her why I  convinced I’m awful.  Two dear friends both told me I need to relearn how to love myself.  Why am I so full of self loathing?

…5 shoots. 3 weddings. 2 weddings edited and three sessions edited.  Jesus.

No wonder my mood is cracked.  A stressful last seven days indeed.